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Observant Mourning

Weekends are no longer a break from work. Right now I feel them as a preview of what is next to me in a few weeks. They are just a beautiful piece of present, an example of my dream workdays. I woke up early, cooked delicious, took notes, listened to records, and now I am writing.

Leaving my current job has a funeral feeling since they gave me a last day. There is mourning around and everyone has this condolence look when they see me. I believe is just good intentions and that is good, but come on people, I'm alive!

However, I have to admit that I've been a distant observant. I'm like those ghosts from the movies, walking around their own funeral. Yes, my corporate self is death.

Everything is back to reality. I wouldn't be adding numbers to my 401K, but I am enjoying all the emotions this thing is bringing. I am like kid conscious about being a kid. I am looking at every point of my life and I have a cushion where I sit every morning and close my eyes.

This is good.

Comments (1)

bosque de pinos:

ser conciente de ese tipo de cosas es realmente extraño... creo que vos mismo lo leíste, parece un estado universal el que nos cobija por estos días....

Tú y JuanMapu

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